GaylynnMarie

Amazed

Sun, 06 Jun 2004 05:16:57 GMT

WOW! Tonight has been wonderful! My summer is really fun so far! Kaitlin, Jessica and I stayed in Kaitlins camper last night it was fun we had a blast...Jessica me and you just have an amazing connection...lol if ya no what i mean, were so much alike! lol Anyways tonight I love being with Trevor I really think I love him, it's kinda scary but i really do, I dont know what ill do if something does happen though, thats what scares me. It's incredibly amazing to know that that one special person feels the same way that you do about them! It just feels soo good!!

Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch everyplace in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Bored...

Wed, 26 May 2004 21:02:01 GMT

Man im so bored...I just got back from the doctor. I had a chicken quesadia for dinner i dont know how to spell that. Im so relieved, lately ive been really stressed about exams and all and ive been trying to get all my grades up so i wouldnt have to take that many exams...well i thought id be taking a lot but im not...i only have to take Social studies, science, and math....i hate math but im gunna study really hard this weekend cuz i have nothing else to do well im out for now bye!

I hope we can visit!

Sat, 08 May 2004 01:37:16 GMT

I have a best friend, she's always been there for me, but now she is moving away. She's all grown up and has accomplished soo much. Now she is moving away to collegeand is going to start a life of her own. I wish I was just like her. I look up to her so much. Krystle you are my role model! I love you soo much and I wish you the best of luck! Live your life to the fullest~! I'll Love you forever!! Remember me!

Best friends are there for you,
through thick and thin.
Always by your side
to help you begin.

Best friends don't come along overnight,
it takes years of good times and bad.
To find a special one
who will stay by you, even when you're sad.

Best friends can be tall or short,
they can be old or young.
It really doesn't matter,
as long as you can have fun.

Best friends can keep secrets,
and never tell a soul.
You can always count on them,
and never pay a toll.

Best friends won't let you down,
they will always be around.
That's why I am glad,
it was you I found.

soooo Relieved!!

Tue, 04 May 2004 20:32:07 GMT

Hey I'm pretty sure i found out who wrote that comment...im not gunna say who...they said it was all a joke....ha wow real nice joke. Kaitin im so sorry for blaming you i just you know we talked about it. You mean so much to me and i just felt like i didnt mean as much to you. but im glad we are talking and sorry again.. Kristen im sorry for thinking you were part of it too! I hope everything works out okay!

People just need to mind there own fucking business!!

Sun, 02 May 2004 04:43:49 GMT

Hey man i just got back from a wedding and the reception it was...boring...untill some drunk ass guy started hitting on my sister and touching her...my cousins took care of that, it was awesome.! well alright about the earlier comments. whoever it was needs to just fuck off, you arnt even big enough to let me know who you fuckin are! i mean come on you gotta sit there hiding behind a computer making people feel bad, for what? does it make you feel better about yourself to know that im hurting inside, becuase of you? how immature! you need to just keep your fucking mouth shut and stay the fuck out of my business if you can't do that then atleast come up to my face ass hole. and kaitlin im glad to know that you and kristen will be there for me always. thanks for making me feel better with the "they got a good point" yeah...true friend....and another thing we dont hang out every fucking day! and if we did who gives you the right to tell us we shouldnt? come on some people just need to hold their jelousy back sometimes and be happy for someone else for once. and hey you make think im ugly but that doesnt bother me atleast i know i am a nice person inside, unlike you who just looks to hurt people. Nicole thank you so much! you make me feel so much better. Im glad i can talk to you I think ill call you tomorrow i really need someone to talk to! thanks i love you! and Trevor thank you! Im glad that you will be there for me too!...yeah, everyday!

I havn't wrote in here in a while...

Sat, 24 Apr 2004 14:39:35 GMT

hey! I havn't been online for like a week. Im so bored....just woke up about 10 min. ago.

Lately ive been really stressed about school, im not getting that bad of grades but then i know my grades are only good because i cheat sometimes...i donno but sry if i was mean to anyone this week i just had a really bad week. SORRY!

Besides the bad week, Trevor made me feel soo much better. He's so awesome. Its almost unreal sometimes how nice he is to me. It's really cool how we can just talk about anything i mean like if i have something to say about us i can say it and he understands and stuff it really awesome! i dont have to worry about keeping my feelings from him. well im hungry so im gunna go get something to eat! see ya!

Its been a Gloomy Day

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 19:31:53 GMT

Today had been very boring. actually this whole week has been very boring. Just during school. Its just so boring and i donno im kinda stressed out cuz i'm not doing my best in school. i could be doing a lot better. I need to start doing my homework but im just soo lazy and i can't make myself. ive noticed that i havnt been smiling as much as i usually do...i think it is just because i am stressed out though. because i am very happy with every like my friends and Trevor and stuff. I donno i just cant wait untill school is out.

Yesterday cheered me up though. boring day of school as usual but a awesome night. Trevor took me to watch the sunset. we were upset at first because the sky was really cloudy and you couldnt even see the sun but once we got done taking a walk the sun was at the waters serface and the sky was clear right above the water serface. it was soo pretty! It was like a hot pink color almost! ive never seen the sunset by the lake it was really cool and beautiful! i was really excited...im glad i was able to see it with Trevor. i wouldnt have wanted to with anyone else. It was tons of fun!

well im not sure whats gunna happen tonight i might take a walk or something since it is really nice outside. I cant do anything with friends though because i yelled at my mom...i dont think before i say stuff im dumb sometimes. i donno im not tired and i dont wanna just waste the day away with a nap anyways cuz its a nice day finally! ive been hoping for a nice day like this! I just wanna go outside. well talk to ya later!

Wonderful!!

Tue, 13 Apr 2004 02:31:21 GMT

GOSH!! tonight was another perfect night!! He's the sweetest guy ive ever met!! I didnt think a guy would ever be so sweet to me. He makes me feel...hmm i dont know i cant explain it...i guess he makes me feel unexplainable lol He's always so gentle and makes me get butterflies in my stomach all the time! I love being with him! Thank you Trevor you are awesome!! and your hugs and kisses still rock!! lol i get butterflyey!! haha

okay Hmm today i had 2 pieces of cheesecake!!! They were SCRUMPTIOUS!!! I also had pizza/bread stix for dinner and they were SCRUMPDIDDLEYUMPTIOUS! lol thats for you Trevor! haha

Hmm this Saturday im gunna hang with my girl Kaitlin! lol we might hang out with Mindy too either babysit, hang out with a bunch of friends, or hang out with Mindy!! ooo im excited i wish it was still spring break!! well im going for now! bye! Love always and forever Gaylynn

mmm perfect night!!

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 04:31:24 GMT

Gosh do you ever have someone special to you that you just always want to be with because they make you feel special and so so happy? man i just get soo happy and smiley when im with him. I can be myself and not have to worry about him judging me...i can always count on him to be there for me and to protect me from....old guys that check me out lol ha that really happended to me tonight!! at a wedding reception!! anyways lol I just cant understand why i got so lucky all of a sudden! Thanks Trevor!

well lets see easter is tomorro so i hope everyone has a happy happy easter!!! im just excited for my moms big dinner....of course i have to help make it all...but im a good cook..so i get the credit when we are done eating lol. i have fun cooking with my mom though she can be funny sometimes....my main job is to make sure the ham doesnt get dry!! lol haha its fun! well im getting tired soo im off to bed! goodnight to everyone!!

Ignored...

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 04:32:12 GMT

Hmm tonight was kinda boring....me and kaitlin had a lot of good laughs!! lol i love her soo much!! she ALWAYS makes me happy! im kinda nervous for the wedding tomorro~!! i have to sing....ahh! hmmm dont feel bad...you know who im talking about....i donno just have you ever felt like your with someone but they dont know your there? yeah thats just kinda how i felt tonight...i donno but its done and over with now. gosh i dont wanna get up at 9:00 tomorro! o well kaitlin will be up with me!! hmmm the highlight of the night!! Kris screamed like a little girl because there was a kinda big spider !! it was soo funny then when kaitlin got it in a piece of paper...(it was dead) she threw it at his face!! ha once again screamed like a girl! well im bored of writing in here so have a good night!

Pretty Good Mood!

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 04:29:29 GMT

Hey i just figured out how to get pictures on here...well i think i did it right! lol im really tired right now so im gunna go to bed i just wanted to see if this worked or not! goodnight to everyone!!

stumped

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 23:15:29 GMT

Hey, im trying to figure out how to get my pictures small enough to put on here if you know help me please...im getting irritated lol.

I think im gunna hang out with Trevor tonight...I want to atleast. Im not sure what were gunna do...lately ive been wanting to go out and do something crazy! lol there is nothing here in Muskegon though...Im so excited i get to go to HAWAII!!! im going in November with Heather Smith~! we are gunna have soo much fun~! i cant wait to be on the beach in the warm sun!!! Man i wish the weather would get a little better here. Spring break was going by slow at first now all of a sudden its like almost gone...it sucks.

I had a lot of fun last night Kaitlin, Jessica, and Katie~! thanks for coming over!! sleeping in the tent was awesome! lol even though we had to "spoon" lol ha great times!! lol I cant believe we slept till 12:15!! i usually get up at 9:30-10:00 hmm im soo bored...lets see today i was lazy me kaitlin katie and jessica sat around for a while...then after jessica went home for softball me, katie and kaitlin had to empty the tent out and bring it inside so it could dry...it sucked lol it took a while kinda but not too bad. well i gotta go my aunt just called! see ya later!! love always

HYPER!!!!

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 03:38:09 GMT

WOW!! we are soo hyper!!! okay heres how it goes i had a great day didnt think it could get any better...Trevor took me to the beach we walked,.....had sex...J/K lol jessica said i should add that...anyways he took out to dinner to Fricanos...took us 53 minutes exact to find the fricken place lol anyways i got home was just about to call Kaitlin and Jessica....my mom yells at me and tells me to go check on my hampster...so i open the door..its kinda dark i hear "ELLO BABAY!!" lol it was jessica thats right you guessed it lol they snuck in my house while i was gone..sweet little innocent kaitlin lied to my mom and called and said, " yeah Gaylynn said we could come over tonight but my mom can only bring me right now..." so my mom thinking in her mind why didnt gaylynn ask for my permission first let them come over...owell i didnt mind i was a lil scared...i guess if i ever want to get away from them...they can always get to me somehow....scary hmm i did get something really good out of it though...they cleaned my room!! saaweeet!!! lol man we are soo hyper were sleeping in the tent tonight!!~! its guna be soo scary!!! we are gunna freeze....i hope we dont get ate by a deer! well i donno about that, we are on the deck...lol maybe my horse thats possible....Katie is coming too her sister ditched her...what a bitch ya know sisters man they suck sometimes exspecially when they IM your boyfriend and tell him how jealous she is....she is dumb my sister that is....lol man now i gotta worry about my little sister hitting on my boyfriend...well i gotta go for now...we will be back tonight im sure...jessica is sticking things up her nose....i gotta go stop her....bye bye !! luv ya Gaylynn, Jessica, & Kaitlin

so so so much better!

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 19:43:16 GMT

Whew....so far the day has got a lot better.. i dont hate myself anymore lol i was in a bad mood then im just mad that i let myself be soo mean to kaitlin. I love her soo much, she makes me so happy lol everything she does. I know she will always be there for me...and i will always be there for her~! Im glad the day has got better...ive just been really emotional lately...really emotional..lol I feel bad that i made trevor feel bad...but i gotta go...ill write more later! love ya ~Gaylynn

My Best Friend,
Kaitlin...

-A friend is someone to love
To watch out for and care about
You were sent to me from above
I haven't a single doubt

-An angel in the making
A keeper in my eye
A perfection worth taking
My heart doesn't deny

-I know you will always be there
When I am sad or when I'm down
I know you will always care
If you ever spot a frown

-To feel such a power
A shield of love and faith
A beautiful summer flower
That smells of a wonderful taste

-I'll be here always
Forever until the end
Together we'll go a long ways
For you are my best friend

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 15:58:28 GMT

Today fuckin sucks. i hate my life...everything about it, my family and sometimes my friends. its a horrible thing to say but i donno i just hate my life its hard to explain...I have 2 of my closest friends (one is my bestest friend) telling me "how they feel" it sucks...i mean i understand that me and Trevor hang out A LOT!! but i don't understand why it's such a bad thing if we make eachother happy...it seems like your friends should be happy for you and would understand..but i donno i guess they arn't from what they say. I know i don't hang out with my friends as much and I do miss them and understand how they must feel...well i guess i dont because ive never been in that position but I donno i guess im just really sorry....even though thats not gunna mean anything from what my friend said.

When my brother and his old girlfriend were together, i told myself "man im never gunna be like that i'll always be with me girl friends. yeah well its a lot different when your in that spot...i mean i just wanna be with him cuz i like him soo much and i donno it weird ive just never liked someone so much....wouldnt you wanna be with the person that you like a lot a lot?

I feel like i have no one to talk to ....normally i'd go to my friend...but it's kinda hard when its about her....this really sucks...i guess i could go to her but it would be weird we would probly just get into a fight....if this already isn't one. i donno im just really confused and upset....im gunna go for now

I had a WOW AWESOME night!!!

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 04:08:19 GMT

WOW!! tonight was awesome Trevor!! i had soo much fun man i dont think i have laughed that much in a long long time!! okay heres what happened well i went to the bathroom and i washed my hands and left them wet...i came up behind him and put my hands on his face thought i got him good....well he gets up right then and i didnt think a thing....so he gets me soo bad! lol my hair was even wet lol...so me and his little sister planned something to get him back me and her both put ice cubes down his shirt lol it was great...i held them on his stomach so they melted it was soo funny!!!

I always just have soo much fun with him....with other guys its always so serious...me and trevor goof off and have soo much fun when we are together..i didnt wanna go home! so i was 15 minutes late...mom wasnt too happy i just told her we were watching a movie lol she fell for it....Trevor im waiting for that note you owe me...lol i love being at your house lol its a lot of fun i love your whole family you are all soo nice lol. well lets make sure you actually have a soccer game before we drive all the way out there lol...owell we got to get icecream!! lol yay! well im gunna go for now! bye bye and goodnight!

The Nightmare!!

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 18:40:01 GMT

Hmm...im just waiting to see when Trevor wants to hang out...I went to Heathers last night instead of hanging out with Trevor he called kinda late so we decided to hang out today instead...hopefully we get to this time.My mom is gunna take me to Michigan's Adventures to get an application, im gunna try to get the same job as Kaitlin, the snoopy costume thing...it will be fun cuz we will both be working there. plus i need a job i gotta start saving for a car.

I had a bad dream last night, it feels real. I was talking to Trevor on the phone and he was like ha guess what people keep telling me i should like Maria (i dont know how she got in the dream lol) anyways i kinda laughed cuz he did too...then i said thats crazy and he said well...i kinda do and i kinda kissed her...then i just said well trevor we really need to get together and talk about this...so we did and i was like well why did you do it..he tried to hold my hand and i pulled mine away...he didnt answer me so i said well did you do it cuz you wernt getting any?? are you like all the other guys ive dated that do stuff with my friends and then dump me cuz your not getting any action?? and then he didnt say anything again he just sat there...I woke up then and i thought it really happened for a min. i keep catching myself today thinking "man i really hope me and trevor can work things out" lol its crazy well im gunna go for now...lets hope this dreams doesnt come true!!

so many different feelings...

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 23:42:34 GMT

Hmm today was fun! kinda...lol Me and Kaitlin went shopping....i had to get an outfit for the wedding I have to sing at on Saturday...i just found out that the guy who is supposed to be controling all the music ran away with all the money, so i donno if i will still be singing...i feel bad for my cousin. I got a pretty cute outfit though...personally i hate shopping, i can never find anything i like so it took a long time to actually get something. i ended up going back and forth through the mall and i got an outfit at the first store i went to...i went to that same store 3 different times the second time i got the pants and the third time i got the shirt lol...crazy. sorry kaitlin if i was kinda bitchy i get that way when im shopping. lol

Well im kinda tired i was taking a nap and then Trevor called. i had been waiting for him to anyways though so i didnt mind. He's having Josh and his cousin Ben stay the night tonight...i dont mind its just that he asked me if i wanted to come over and hang out for a while too...i want to but i also want josh and ben to like me...and i think if i go over there to hang out for a while they will think i am "intruding" i dont wanna bother them if they have something more fun planned to do.

Trevor got his windsheild in today. He said it took a long time...Im just glad i dont have to ride the bus anymore....well until they move lol. Im also excited for the next sunny day...hopefully it comes soon! lol this weather lately has sucked really bad!! It's supposed to be spring break...I want spring weather.

Im really glad spring break is going by slow...it feels like its only like saturday or sunday. I still have to finish a science report...it was due last thursday...my partners arn't helping me much though...o well i guess i gotta stop being lazy...lol well im gunna go for now...im sure i will write again tonight if i hang out with Trevor. buh bye!

happy and can't hold it in...

Mon, 05 Apr 2004 04:26:49 GMT

Man tonight was a really fun night! I went to Trevor's soccer game and Kaitlin got dropped off. We then went to Trevor's house...and watched a movie...it was another really long one! anyways i was getting kinda tired, then i noticed i was laying on trevors shoulder and kinda dozing off! lol I feel soo comfortable when im with him...i wish i could fall asleep on him every night! Hes soo awesome...wow awesome! lol i know i talk about trevor in almost everyone of these...but he just happens to be on my mind at all times! lol i felt stupid when he woke me up, i kinda just smiled lol.

Me and kaitlin just ate some chinese food and then some of my dad's left over borrito...my stomach hurts now! it was an okay meal lol the crab meat ragoons were the best. i love those things.

Trevor is getting a new windsheild tomorro! im soo excited...i donno exactly why its just a windshield but yeah trevor you know why! lol i am excited even though i have no clue at all what it is...what were we talking about that one night when you kinda mumbled something and i said what? and then all you had to say was huh what i dint say anything...lol

Man Kaitlin isn't very patient...she's trying to thaw out some shrimp, she just put them in the warm water and then she stuck her finger in there and said " man these things take a long time to thaw out!" lol Oh tonight when i fell asleep, kaitlin did too...once we got back to my house she told me she thought that it was trevors mom waking her up cuz when ben, trevors cousin, woke her up he rubbed her back and said "wake up!" lol and then he said "good morning" lol man crazy! lol hmm im just waiting for trevor to get back from getting franken berries lol...their favorite cereal.

Hmm i talked to Trevor's mom tonight online...i like her soo much! we discussed a few things...lets just say, we had a good talk! lol I like him so much he makes me feel special! like tonight i just felt the urge to hug him on the couch so i pulled him to me and gave him a big hug when i went to pull away he kissed me gently on my forehead...hes so perfect! it was really sweet...i mean i know its just a kiss on the forehead but from him it was a lot more than just that...i donno i guess just because i like him soo much!! well im gunna go for the night! hopefully he gets back soon from "shopping" lol Everyone have a good night!

I love you Kaitlin

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 20:14:48 GMT

Man today was really boring at first, but then me and Kaitlin started talking on the phone and i decided to go out and lay on my hamock. (dont know how to spell hamock) but anyways Im so lucky to have her! shes my bestest friend in the world. i donno i just feel like i could talk to her for ever and never run out of things to say she just always makes me happy! The only reason why we stopped talking was cuz we were cold and decided to go in and talk online lol. Im really thankful for her! Thanks Kaitlin for everything you do for me! I love you to Death!!!

Kaitlin~

-A friend is someone to love To watch out for and care about You were sent to me from above I haven't a single doubt -An angel in the making A keeper in my eye A perfection worth taking My heart doesn't deny -I know you will always be there When I am sad or when I'm down I know you will always care If you ever spot a frown -To feel such a power A shield of love and faith A beautiful summer flower That smells of a wonderful taste -I'll be here always Forever until the end Together we'll go a long ways For you are my best friend

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 15:50:43 GMT

Hola! Im kinda in a good mood today...im not sure yet, ive already got in trouble for saying fricken too much. I hope today stays nice outside. It looks nice but its probly cold. i feel like being outside all day.

I slept pretty good last night i slept in my mom and dads big bed cuz they were gone for the night. It was nice and comfy! lol Im soo bored right now! no one is online and my family is watching a movie that i dont feel like watching right now.

I hope i hang out with Trevor today. i know he has band practice but he said he would call me afterwards so hopefully he wants to hang out too! He's always so sweet & He has a really big heart. i really hope we last.

The rest of Sat. night!

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 05:37:43 GMT

Okay i forgot to talk about the rest of my night with Trevy! lol sry I mean Trevor lol man we watched Somethings Gotta Give...it sucked! lol it was so boring and long! owell i was just happy to be there holding hands with Trevor. I was surprised his mom let me stay till quarter to 12 shes a really nice mom! i like her a lot! lol

I have no clue what im gunna do the rest of spring break...hopefully hang out with Trevor again cuz hes so much fun! i also wanna take some more pictures, our last ones turned out really good, well most of them lol

Trevor- you make me soo happy i love being with you! I hope you have a Great spring break! I hope to see you really soon! Thank you for everything!!! buhbye!

Well i hope everyone has a fantastic spring break! BYE!

Sun, 04 Apr 2004 05:04:42 GMT

Man tonight was a blast! i had soo much fun. i stayed at trevors till 12 cuz his mom didnt mind and my parents were gone for the night. his cousin seems real nice! we had a lot of fun at meijers lol first of all we went there to get me and Trevors pictures developed. we had to wait an hour for them so we walked around...a lot! lol we were sitting where all the furniture is and his cousin Ben had a fake rat. Trevor says he didnt egg him on but i think he did a little. but anyways ben threw the rat over like 2-3 asles lol. all of a sudden a worker walked up to us and asked where it came from. Ben made up the biggest lie that a kid by a bin of balls threw it, the worker totally didnt believe him even though he said okay...i believe you, so then when we walked away from where we were sitting the man was talking to another man...we were kinda scared....well i was even though i didnt do anything. we though they might check the cameras. we all totally forgot that there was a cashier desk there. well trevor should be getting on soon so im gunna go. Bye and Goodnight!

Bored...and waiting

Sat, 03 Apr 2004 22:50:16 GMT

Man im REALLY bored. my parents are going out to the casino tonight so im gunna be home alone once again. lol im hoping i can hang out with Trevor though at least for some of the night, but he has his cousin over so they probly will go out and have some fun. Its alright though i have all spring break.

Last night was a lot of fun at Nicoles! lol we played egyptian rat screw and Trevor was determined to win! lol it ws great. i got a little tired though. we stayed up sooo late! till like 2 in the morning. we were online and scanning pictures of our hands and stuff it was fun lol. we also talked to trevor and kris at like 1:00 lol

Trevors cousin seems nice. I just talked to him online cuz Trevor is working with his Grandpa. he says Trevor is "bad ass" lol i guess i agree! lol he is pretty awesome!

I can't believe that it is snowing outside! gosh im soo mad! i mean its not snowing a lot! but there deffinatly is snow falling down its supposed to be "spring" break, were supposed to have nice weather! lol well im gunna go i dont have much to write....bye